Today is going to be a struggle

Today is our Halloween potluck here at work and we have everything. We have wings, hot dogs, nachos, chili, chicken tetrazzini, cake, brownies and much more. I told Fidel (My trainer) that I would be good and i’m definitely gonna try. It’s 10:39 am and i’ve already had a small brownie and a plates of nachos. Definitely not brekfast food. I’m gonna try to eat small portions of the food I like to I don’t stuff myself. We will see how it works. I’ll keep you updated.

I’m so hungry!!!!

It is 10/12/08 @ 12:06am and I am STARVING. I didn’t do to good or bad today. I was craving McDonald’s so instead of my regular double cheeseburger meal I opted for a cheeseburger happy meal. It did the job. And for dinner I had a 5inch Italian BMT on wheat from subway but that was around 6 o’clock. So 6 hours later. I’m starving. I have a thing for cereal at night but I don’t have any milk and my other late night staple is cheese toast. I have one foot in the bed and one foot out. The best thing to do would be to go to  sleep but i’m not sleepy and that’s because my stomach’s growling….lol. Jesus help me make it through.